Down Time

no, not the blog, or the server (I hope!) but this is what I’ve felt like today…
most of the time, when I have nights off, I try to get everything done that’s going through my head…update sites, work on committee stuff for the on-line group I’m in, tech support, and we won’t even discuss all the calls I get from work :uhoh3…they so don’t understand the whole “night off” concept!!
today, I’ve managed to avoid most of it, normally I look forward to doing all this and catching up…not today…today I’m seriously wondering wtf I’m even sitting here for, and outside of correcting links on the other blogs I host, have managed not to do much of anything (and I’m sorry that took me so long guys!)
I haven’t heard from my kids tonight, they’re supposed to be down visiting my mom…got into it with the ex last night…won’t go into details, but it came down to me telling him I would come over this morning after work to see the kids before they left, he told me “not to bother” and he made damn sure they were gone before that happened :angry
and to top it off, I got my copy of the custody modification papers today…
it’s days like today I wish I still drank on a regular basis :drunk
nite all…