what the heck…

:gmorning
I woke up entirely to early this morning (3:30 am :wtf) with the incredible urge to do one of those “year end posts” :confused11 but no idea what exactly to put in it…
then I make the mistake of taking a stroll through my archives since January…(big mistake, had forgotten how boring I can be :lol)
good goddess, all that happened THIS YEAR?!?!?!
I came across posts about the Columbia tragedy, our nation at war (less than a year ago…feels like so much longer to me), some states pulling their heads out of their asses and taking steps toward legalizing same-sex marriages…the supreme court ruling…

my sisters attack, my other sisters graduation (finally :rofl) a dear friend of mine struggling with a horrible illness (and if she reads this she better get in touch with me since she’s not answering her phone when I call!!) my mediation (yea, I’d like to forget that!),
The loss of some that I called friend, only to find out that was not the case (wish I’d figured that one out before she riped me off! :angry karma’s a bitch dear)
and the finding of new friends, TRUE friends, who I cannot believe I’ve known only a few months…it feels like lifetimes.
then there’s the stuff I didn’t post about, changing plans, hurt feelings, dreams lost and others found, and my eyes opening to so much that I was blinded to before…:uhoh3
(due to not knowing how much the dick-head reads here anymore, no more will be said about that :kisses)
and the recent things…moving to a new server and moving forward with things I’ve wanted to do for some time
All in all, not such a bad year I guess, could have been better, but in so many ways it could have been a lot worse.
especially if I hadn’t followed my heart…
Here’s to a great 2004…hope to see you all next year!!