Something Different…

So yes, as Ran said in her previous comment, I got the job!:notworthy and I start on Monday in the Management training program for Firehouse Subs
Needless to say this will be a bit different than most jobs I’ve had in recent years!
I do have management experience, and lord knows tons of experience with reports, managing the day to day operations of a business, etc…just not in a fast food setting :scared I am interested in seeing how different it is working on this side of the counter goes though :lol

I am still dealing with some major depression right now…
not getting to see my kids at thanksgiving, and now at x-mas, is taking it’s toll…
I’m not the type that cries a lot, or at all if I can help it, and I find myself struggling not to break down on a regular basis these days…most of the time I just want to go to sleep and not wait up till all this holiday bullshit is over with! :let_it_all_out
It was hard last night, we went to the store to get a few things we needed, and my middle dudes present (the other 2 were already done) as if that wasn’t bad enough, the people in line in front of us were buying a battery operated 4-wheeler…just like my kids had when they were little…panic attack does not even begin to describe what I was feeling at that point in time, let me tell ya!
AS SOON as my income tax check hits my bank next year, I am pre-purchasing plane tickets for the dates I will have them! That way I won’t have to deal with crap of cars breaking down, finances being in the toilet, and this big place in my heart where only pain resides :cry