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as it was pointed out to me this morning its been a while since I updated..(gee no kidding) so lets see, where to begin..
We were right, grandma doesn’t know everything thats going on, come to find out she has 2 aneurysms (one on her aorta one on her stomach) its the one on her stomach thats getting bigger, they were caused by the cancer treatments they were giving her, and aggravated by the meds..so she is now off all meds and being given morphine *sighs* other than that I have no idea whats going on..
FINALLY got to see my kids this weekend!! they have been gone to their cousins the last 2 weeks (since school got out) so this weekend was spent at the park playing hide & seek, swinging on the swings (mental note: do that before eating next time!) playing Nintendo and snuggling on the couch with the 3 of them *big smiles* however I miss them like crazy already!! *pout*
found out this last week also that he did contact his lawyer..and filed for an extension *rolling eyes* so still waiting to see what kind of crap he comes up w/ on this case.
OK, now on another note..there has been some talk going around lately about real vs. web..is one more real than the other..well I don’t know about you personally but I am a real person sitting here at this keyboard..(there are some I do tend to wonder about however..*g*)
I’ve been involved in ‘Internet relationships’, I’ve met some very dear people on this little machine..some have moved into my ‘3D’ life, some will probably remain forever on here, does that make them any less of a ‘friend’ to me..no, I don’t feel that it does. to me the definition of a friend is someone who is there for you, doesn’t judge you, listens to you, kicks your ass when needed, etc…(and I know there are allot more things I want to say in regards to that however w/ as little sleep as I’ve had today I can’t think of them, but most of it could probably be found Here)
I guess where I’m trying to go with this is that just because you don’t see who’s on the other side of the keyboard doesn’t make them any less real or any less of a friend. I know there are exceptions (and I’ve meet a few of those to!) to this, but for the most part..well lets just say I would trust more people I’ve met on here rather than off…as this tends to be more anonymous at times and we feel more open to be ourselves rather than worry what others we meet irl will think, making us put up the walls and don the masks that tend to go along with that..
*shrugs* just my opinion on the matter…