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it seems like lately in my real life, I haven’t had much of this…so this post might not make much sense…
so much has happened in the last week, that had I posted about it, well, it wouldn’t have been pretty…perhaps when I get it all sorted out in my head, and don’t feel like ripping someone else’s off, I’ll tell you about it :smile
for right now, all I will say, is when you try to help someone out, not asking for anything in return, just because you think they’re your friend…and they turn around and take advantage of that (not to mention rip you off monetarily) how come when they cut you out of their life, because (you assume) you stayed in the ‘group’ they left, do you get accused of ‘using’ them, and ‘only doing it to get something’ from them….when the only thing you GOT was fucked over?
does.not.compute…sorry…someone will have to spell this one out for me…cause I don’t see it
work is a royal pain right now…we have a new boss, who seems very nice…just getting her ‘trained’ is…well, it’s different…and now 2 people who decide to take time off…one for surgery, one for other reasons, both who worked on my nights off…but I’m not going to complain about the overtime! :biggrin this company HATES when you get OT!


the visit with the parents went well, better than I expected I have to say…
there are some major trust issues on my part when it comes to them, twice now, they found it necessary to interfere with my life, both times within the last 5 years, the first time, I ended up having to stay with a man whom I couldn’t stand for 2 more years, because of things he said that I thought were true at that point….he said that my family would be on his side if I left, and they would help him get the kids…the second time, was after I left, and because of things they told him he took the kids, in the middle of the night…and due to my lawyer not doing his job, there was nothing I could do :sad and believe me, I tried everything!
so you can see why the issue of trust comes up…I can’t help but wonder sometimes when they come around like that (all of a sudden) what they’re looking for, or what will be ‘brought out’ next

5 Replies to “5 minutes to breathe”

  1. Well I understand your lack of trust issues ~ I have them big time just not towards my parents. As far as the person you were speaking about ~ I’m still in shock over the things that were said to you. And I still can’t spell it out for you because I don’t understand it myself!!!

  2. Man sorry to hear you are having a rough time of it. I know how you feel about being used. Been there, done that. I hope things get better for you. = )

  3. Having your parents come to visit must be like waiting for the proverbial shoe to drop. I can see why you suspect their motives. I’d steer clear of them too.
    I don’t know what happened with your “friend” but it sounds suspiciously like something I’ve experienced. I really don’t understand how things get turned around, and WE end up being called the bad guy…but it seems it’s not uncommon. Walk away from it, and know you did what you could.
    Hugsssss, hon!

  4. That sucks….
    Hey, you have a good heart, and people with good hearts will always be taken advantage of, used, and abused by some folks.
    That is, of course *not* an excuse for you to stop caring and helping others… though, I don’t think you could stop if you tried.
    {{{HUGZ}}}

  5. Just dropping in to say thanks for the encouraging words while the DELL is in Intensive Care waiting for the mofo motherboard!
    Regards being used by people…all I can say is that every now and again, a sucker like this turns up. Things will be on the up again soon. Fear not.

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