I’m not sure how an entire week goes by between posts here, but somehow it does…I still manage to keep up with everyone else’s blog but don’t find time for my own :lol
Speaking of blogs, not sure if any of you have noticed or payed attention, but there are a few more in the last several months here at the redeagle continuum, links are on the sidebar if you would like to check it out, and yes, if you pay attention to the addresses, the one with ‘sis’ in the URL, really IS my sister :rofl
for those of you really interested in how my life is going, read further…
My boss is leaving, not a big deal some of you might think, but it is…
I got this job through a placement agency, it was only supposed to be temporary (4 months) but about 1/2 way through things changed, and it looked as if they were going to keep me on, since I was now doing the job of someone who had taken another position, and since then left the company…fine with me!
Well, 2 months ago, my contract expired, they still wanted to keep me, but wanted me to continue going through the agency because ‘they didn’t want to hire any new staff at the time, just keep things as they were’, again, not a big deal…(btw, this was my bosses boss who said this)
Well, last week, a friend of mine who was working through the same agency, at the same company, contract came up, and yesterday they put her on permanent, and no, they still haven’t said anything to me!
So I’m seriously wondering if they are planning on keeping me and seeing how I work with the new person they will bring in to replace my boss…if they’re planning on keeping me through the transition and getting rid of me, planning on giving me my bosses job, or if when she leaves, they will get rid of me also to make a ‘fresh start’.
Needless to say, with bill collectors breathing down my neck, the holidays right around the corner, and owing everyone and their uncle (oh wait, my uncle) money, that I have been desperately TRYING to pay back…this is the LAST thing I need to worry about right now! :errrr
My girl, of course, is not worried about it, and as she said, ‘we’ll make it through this, don’t worry’ :1luvu
I have no doubt we will make it through this, but I’m so freakin tired of having to worry about crap! :let_it_all_out
and I still have no idea how I’m going to afford to see my kids :walk_sad…if things keep as they are (with me having a job) we can swing it…but even on that I have to ‘wait and see’
because, you see, I will not go without her, if I cannot bring the person who makes me happy, who I love with all my heart and know she feels the same, who I intend on spending the rest of my life with, if she is not welcome there (and no, we will not be staying there, we will get a motel room) then I don’t consider myself to be welcome there either. I have never asked you to accept my life, I have never asked you to deal with it, and I have never been in a position where you really needed to deal with it. I know your beliefs, and I know how you feel about me, I’ve learned to live with that, however, IMHO, if HE is welcome in your home, then why wouldn’t my partner be? I’m not asking for a ‘welcome with open arms’ type thing here, just acceptance of me, who I am, and who I love, why that would even be an issue is beyond me…and if it is, we will make other plans.