Arrrgh!!!

You know, I've come to discover as I blog that somewhere along the line I have laid aside my ability to think critically, and to put those thoughts down in logical arguments. Frequently, I find myself in the middle of a post that has taken a left turn and doesn't have ANY relationship to what I intended to write. And I'm finding that sometimes I surprise myself, typing statements that I didn't realize I believed until that moment. Surely this is the ultimate in pselph-psychoanalysis.

I have been listening to commentary on the new book by Hillary Clinton. I assume that most of you know she plans to run for President, whether she has announced or not. I've been thinking about her and that race, trying to decide just what I feel about it.

I liked her a during the first Clinton term. Even when it appeared that they may have erred in Arkansas, my admiration for her wasn't diminished. I had high hopes that she would guide us toward a more sensible health care program, and I wanted to believe that she was a good person. Whatever happened to the improvements in health care?

Then.....when Bill was at his worst, with Monica.....Hillary kept her silence. I was torn between applauding her for not creating a veritable circus of the Presidency, and wanting her to stand up and call him every name in the book, and walk away. I will never look at another cigar again without seeing it's possible uses. His excuses: We didn't have intercourse" and "I didn't inhale" sullied the office he held.

Finally, calmed down and reached the point where I approved how she had handled it. I pursuaded myself that it was for the good of the office and the country. I waited to see what would happen to their relationship once he was out of office. I figured there might be a quiet divorce.

I was astounded when she ran for the Senate, having not been elected to office prior to that. It bothered me that she sought the Senate seat for New York, a much more posh address than Arkansas. And things became complicated here. Has she not divorced Bill because it would now hurt HER career? Is she such a political creature that she is trying to bury all the difficulties to smooth <b>her</b> path?

I have more questions. Does she truly believe that the news media won't hound her about her marriage from the day she throws her hat into the ring? They are already hounding her! Have you thought of the fact that Bill Clinton will be the First Husband, if she should win?

I think that she carries so much baggage that she can't possible win the race. What political group will spend the millions of dollars that her campaign will require, knowing that Bill will have to campaign for her.

If she chooses to divorce her husband, she will loose the Catholic vote. If she chooses to stay married, and it sounds as though she might from what I've heard of her book, she'll loose the NOW vote, both of which are substantial. I wonder what her demographics are throughout the rest of the country?

Sooooo...as I write to you, I have found I no longer respect Hillary Clinton. I'd dearly love to see a female President in my lifetime. I think we are getting closer to a time when that would be possible, but if Geraldine Ferraro couldn't stand up to the cannons aimed at her during her run as VICE President.....I seriously doubt that Mrs. Clinton will make it either. Hillary is tougher, but she carries baggage that will put her out of the running, and she should save her money, our time, and a lot of media space and reconsider.

This is a comment from the Heartland. If you've surfed in to see what we are thinking, I suspect you will find others agree with me.