Working nights on a rainy non-holiday weekend often gives one way<\/i><\/b> to much time to think…expecially when everything is balanced and I’m not (accidentally) deleting the check-inn program!
\nI’ve been very frustrated this last month, between issues with the new system at work, a co-workers house burning down, renovation (also at work) being pulled in 10 different directions at once by family and friends and wondering when the other shoe will drop in matters I’d rather not post about, it’s no wonder I want to run away! (needless to say to the one thing in my life that is going absolutely wonderfully :smile) but I digress…
\nI have let some issues get to me a little to much, things I would have, under normal circumstances overlooked, have upset me more than I should have let them, and stuff I would have normally played “devils advocate” on and tried to get others to see things in a different light, I’ve instead gotten right in the middle of, even though I’m not certain how it all got started to begin with.
\nAnyway…tonights thought’s…
\nI’ve always been one that believed we are each responsible for our own happiness (and still believe that no one but you can make you happy, it just depends how you go about doing it) and if you’re miserable, well it’s your own damn fault (meaning don’t go blaming your parents, partner, spouse, etc…if you’re unhappy there, leave dammit) however, recent events have been showing me this may be an overly simplistic view…
\nWhen I was married I was miserable, yet I stayed, due to reasons again I’d rather not post in such a public forum, those that need to know, know why I did…
\nbut here lately, I’ve been the same way for different reasons, but the outcome is the same, this time however, there is nothing I can do about it! (do you get the impression I’m not a really patient person? :lol)
\nI know it will pass, I even know what the outcome will be when it does, however that is doing nothing<\/b><\/i><\/u> for my frustration level at the current time!!
\nI’m not really sure where I’m going with this thought…(heck maybe I just felt the need to post something besides asinine test results!)
\nso lets take a poll, of the 9 or so readers I might have left (2 of which might make it this far into this ramble) are we each “master of our own feelings” or possibly do outside influences and circumstances have more to do with it than possibly we would like to admit?
\ncause I’m just not sure anymore…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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