it seems like lately in my real life, I haven’t had much of this…so this post might not make much sense…
\nso much has happened in the last week, that had I posted about it, well, it wouldn’t have been pretty…perhaps when I get it all sorted out in my head, and don’t feel like ripping someone else’s off, I’ll tell you about it :smile
\nfor right now, all I will say, is when you try to help someone out, not asking for anything in return, just because you think they’re your friend…and they turn around and take advantage of that (not to mention rip you off monetarily) how come when they cut you out of their life, because (you assume) you stayed in the ‘group’ they left, do you get accused of ‘using’ them, and ‘only doing it to get something’ from them….when the only thing you GOT was fucked over?
\ndoes.not.compute…sorry…someone will have to spell this one out for me…cause I don’t see it
\nwork is a royal pain right now…we have a new boss, who seems very nice…just getting her ‘trained’ is…well, it’s different…and now 2 people who decide to take time off…one for surgery, one for other reasons, both who worked on my nights off…but I’m not going to complain about the overtime! :biggrin this company HATES when you get OT!<\/p>\n
\nthe visit with the parents went well, better than I expected I have to say…
\nthere are some major trust issues on my part when it comes to them, twice now, they found it necessary to interfere with my life, both times within the last 5 years, the first time, I ended up having to stay with a man whom I couldn’t stand for 2 more years, because of things he said that I thought were true at that point….he said that my family would be on his side if I left, and they would help him get the kids…the second time, was after I left, and because of things they told him he took the kids, in the middle of the night…and due to my lawyer not doing his job, there was nothing I could do :sad and believe me, I tried everything!
\nso you can see why the issue of trust comes up…I can’t help but wonder sometimes when they come around like that (all of a sudden) what they’re looking for, or what will be ‘brought out’ next<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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