little things

You know the old saying, "it's the little things"?
I've realized how very true that is in the last several months...

It was a long time since I'd actually 'lived' with someone, over three years in fact, (best friends not included in that of course, you know what I mean!) and of course, past history will tell you that it was anything but a good experience :lol

I'm having a very hard time getting used to these 'little things', I'm not used to someone doing them just because...it's almost like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, and I'm finding it hard not to slip back into old patterns, at times I find myself doing just that, until I remind myself that this time is so very different, and I don't need to be afraid...I can be myself and that's okay...
and now that I have that off my chest, wedding updates will be posted soon! I promise!!