June 2004 Archives

took this one while talking to my dear friend Whtetigr this morning...sometimes these things hit a bit to close to the mark...

Your Heart is Grey


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and I still don't have everything done I need to do!!
oh well...it will either get done or it won't...not much use in stressing myself out any more than I am already...
I'm finally coming to terms with Sat. night...as my friends have said, we've all been there, and lord knows I'm really being harder on myself about most of it than they are :kisses

although, today I was told something that really kind of threw me for a loop :brick not that I wasn't somewhat aware of it, but still, to have it put out there like that was rather shocking :errrr

not much else going on right now...same shit different day...working to much...but have to give major thanks to my girl for the awesome dinner tonight :notworthy I can still barely move! :biggrin and yes folks, she even managed to drag my ass into a mall (those who know me know how impossible that task really is!)

so going to finish doing what I'm doing :angdev...and head to bed...:snore
sweet dreams everyone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to my best friend, in the whole world, Jamie aka Jet...
love you gal, see you Friday!

:gmorning
or last one for me for a while...
yesterday, my gal Ran gave me a housewarming party(thank you chica :1luvu...Whtetigr cooked for us...which, trust me, is a VERY good thing!! (you rock gal :kisses)...and although a few people who were supposed to be here bailed on us,:angry we still had a pretty awesome time (best as I can recall anyway :rofl)
speaking of recalling, I recall doing a few things last night that were COMPLETELY out of character for me...and seriously hope I didn't make to big of a fool of myself...though I'm pretty sure i did :blush
I also recall, that even though Ran and Whtetigr are two of my best friends in the entire world, and I love them to death, would walk over hot coals, take a bullet, and kick anyones ass that messed with them...I'm so going to KILL THEM!! And they so know the reason why!!! :let_it_all_out

so anyway, back to the topic at hand...after we ate and drank a bit to much (or was that only me? :lol) we hit the club...where someone was buying my drinks for me (thank you Ran and Beth) and at one point I had 3 sitting in front of me with Ran telling me to get busy and drink up...and of course during this whole time I had to make a fool of myself on the dance floor...hopefully the 6 weeks my kids are here will erase that from everyones memory :drunk (one can hope anyway! :biglaugha )

but seriously, thanks to all you guys...someone asked me the other day why I choose to live in Jax...I was so reminded of that reason why last night...I have the most awesome friends a girl could ask for here...I always know someones got my back...and I thank the god and goddess every day for bringing them into my life...I love you guys :hug :kissy :hug :kissy :hug :kissy

OK, enough mushy stuff...I've got a house to clean :scared

you're tired when, after getting to bed at a fairly decent hour (for you anyway) you wake up at 5:00am, realizing you forgot to turn on the alarm :scared

so finally, after a year of driving around on these things, i took my van in to get the brakes fixed...
suffice it to say that I should not have waited over a year to do this :cry

in much MUCH better news...I GOT TO SEE MY BOYS TONIGHT!!
:banana:banana:banana:banana:banana:banana:banana:banana
as I posted before, they are at my moms house...and my baby sister (who lives there) has a web cam!
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thats the 3 of them hamming it up for mama :biggrin

It does not seem like my oldest should be old enough to type to me...:scared

one more week...7 more days...:bounce
goddess I hope I can make it that long...

is this thing on?
well, life, as I know it, has been going pretty damn good...Ran, Whtetigr and I went to Lesbo a go go last Friday, where we met up with my friend that did end up getting her work done enough to come down :kisses

its been steadily stressing me out more and more since then however...between all the stuff i need to do to get ready for the trip...learning all the new stuff on my job...and finding out my kids are at my sisters tonight and will be at my moms tomorrow (long story, don't ask! lets just say I found out in an IM tonight and I'm not happy)
thank the goddess for ms clarol. or i would be looking twice my age right now...

don't feel like posting anymore...maybe tomorrow will be better...

well, OK, maybe :lol

so lets see, what's been going on
we had a BLAST Sat. night!! The show was great, we even got Tara up there in drag (chick made almost 50.00! :rofl)
I even got up and danced a couple times without being drug onto the floor (don't faint anyone, especially since my dancing leaves allot to be desired!)

Sunday we went out to Tara's to pick up some stuff for Ran, and ended up leaving with a whole van-load of stuff...which is still there waiting to be unloaded...
Tuesday we went to dinner with Tara and Greta (the we would be Ran and I of course!) and then a friend of mine drove up to meet me :banana
and is SUPPOSED to be coming back up this weekend...if she ever gets her work done :shakehead
yesterday I took my friend Mick out to dinner to thank him for giving up his day off, driving to Yulee, and helping me get my bed...we went to the Casbah (yummy!!) then I came home and died for about 10 hours!
went to work, afterward went and switched my cell phone over (finally) and then came home!
ok...that may be more than you needed to know...:biggrin but if anyone did have the old number and did not get an email or call from me...the links to the right will help you get ahold of me to get the new digits :biglaugha

another one taken from Ran

You are the Social Anxiety disorder rock! :(


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I stole this from Ran

FIRST:
[First job:] Dairy Queen
[First internet name:] ldwmom
[First funeral:] dear friend of mine when I was 14 years old
[First pet:] poodle named pepe
[First piercing/tattoo:]Piercing, ears at 9 years old, tattoo was when I was 19 of the scorpion on my right shoulder
[First credit card:]Visa gold card I got last week
[First kiss:] in the kitchen of my parents house when i was 13
[First enemy:] don't think I've ever really had a true enemy
[First favorite musician:] Meatloaf (still is)

LASTS:
[Last car ride:] Coming home from dinner with a friend
[Last kiss:] last night after...well, none of your business
[Last movie watched:] Van Helsing
[Last beverage drank:] Turkish Coffee
[Last food consumed:] yummy stuff from The Casbah
[Last phone call:] damn telemarketer
[Last time showered:] this morning
[Last CD played:] Christina Aguilera
[Last website visited:] Rans blog

NOW:
[Single or taken:] VERY SINGLE tyvm!
[Sex:]Female
[Birthday:] October 31, 1969
[Sign:] : SCORPIO BABY!
[Siblings:] 3, all younger
[Hair color:] its still kinda auburn right now
[Eye color:] Blue
[Shoe size:] 9
{Height:] 5'7"

RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU...
[Wearing:] blue/green dress and sandals
[Drinking:] Nothing
[Thinking about:] going swimming/last night/this weekend
[Listening to:] Ran's IM sound

well, you may have beat me to it guy!! but that doesn't mean I can't take it from ya :wink
interesting how we got the same thing....

am I so addicted to these things??

Do I REALLY need to know what flavor of lip gloss I am??

Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Strawberry When it comes to life, you want the best of everything: The best clothes, the best friends, the best guygirl - and you usually get all three. You impress most people you meet with your genuine class and style Strawberry is a classic, admired flavor that goes with many things. Sound familar? What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

well, my little gurl that I'm joined at the hip with (everyone :wavey to Ranran) told me since we left the club early and I came home that I had to post!
love her to death :remybussi ...but dang she can be so demanding!! :rofl
what i really need to do is get busy editing pictures that I've taken since I've been here and get them put up, and after this Sat. we should have a ton more (T just got 3 more rolls of film, look out you guys!! I've just got to learn to duck sooner so they don't get me again)

so yes, we're all going out Saturday night...will be the last time we can all get together probably before Tara leaves town :cry, I know Ran and I are planning on closing the place down and hitting the waffle house afterward (and most likely dragging everyone with us if we have our way!!) I am so looking forward to it...finally got my stuff all moved, things are looking great at my job, my debts will be paid off soon, everything is starting to come together finally and I'm not feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders quite as much (damn, I did only have one drink tonight, whats with all the philosophical bullshit?)

maybe I just need to go to :sleeping and I'll feel more like me in the morning (as opposed to feeling someone else, which I'd much rather be doing dammit! :angdev)

stole this one from the usual people :lol
I accept all of it except for that whole 'taken care of and wrapped in cotton wool' part...anyone who knows me knows that is SO NOT me!

You are: Femme, like to be looked after, taken care
of and wrapped in cotton wool... have a
femminine exterior but a strong personality...
never underestimate this girl!!


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OK, as I was informed today, there are allot of things going on in my life right now and dammit I need to post!! (happy now Ranran?)

first off, yes, I have a great job, doing what I love to do (play with numbers) and was called into my bosses office today only to be told what good things the other departments were saying about me in regards to work I had done for them :biggrin nice to hear people are talking about you behind your back in a GOOD way!!

secondly, I have my own place!! yes, this post is made on my very own computer which I have missed SO MUCH!!! most of my weekend was spent moving stuff out of Whtetigr and Ran's place, with Saturday being spent moving furniture from Tara's to Whtetigr's and my places...and guys I SO appreciate the help!! you both rock!! (sorry you both were injured though :cry )
so all my stuff is now in my house, still in boxes, but in my house...hell, I'm not going anywhere for a while (yes, I'm NEVER moving again!!) so I have plenty of time to find places for everything :rofl

as for the love life or lack of it :lol, there is still nothing to tell...several people I'm talking to/hanging out with/dating, or whatever you want to call it, nothing serious and tyvm thats the way I like it!! :tounge

oh, and for those concerned, the foot is doing much better, swelling is going down, just the knot on the side of my foot and some bruising left now...just still hurts like hell to walk on it :shakehead

taken from Ran, Whtetigr, Tara...etc...
feel free to skip this one unless you're REALLY bored!! :rofl

I hate: being lied to
I cry: where no one can see me
I fear: being hurt
I hope: true happiness
I feel alone: all the time
I kill: bugs
I talk: to my friends
I listen: to friends, music, and my thoughts
I break: my heart
I see: more than you realize
I smell: nothing
I taste: cofee
I remember: to many promises
I walk: fast
I drive: very fast
I read: all the time
I burn: old memories
I breathe: normally
I play: music
I miss: Lonzo, Daniel, William, and my friends
I learn: that only you can make yourself happy
I hear: co-workers
I feel: alone
I know: that I will be ok someday
I say: B.I.T.E. Me
I dream: no more
I have: to many memories
I want: my dreams to come true
I fall: off porches :lol
I wait: on nothing
I need: a heart
I live: the best way I know how
I sing: when I hear music

Hijacked from Whtetigr

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