April 2002 Archives

ok, I got this test from Jo's site..to damn funny if you ask me..

Which Winona Are You?

hell I may be recently out but I am out dammit..LOL

ok, I know I've been lax in posting..I really mean to but life has this way of interfering.
I'm actually going to do a friday five on friday..omg look out something is definitally wrong in the world now

1. What are your hobbies? besides graphics and webpages and not sure if my classes could be considered a 'hobby' not much anymore

2. Do you collect anything? If so, what? eagles (of course) and keychains from places I've visitied

3. Is there a hobby you're interested in, but just don't have the time/money to do? I used to love to ride my motorcycle in the mountains when I lived in Utah but since it is long gone now (and I dont have the money to replace it) and I dont live there anymore I would have to say this is the closest thing.

4. Have you ever turned a hobby into a moneymaking opportunity? dont i wish!

5. Besides web-related stuff (burbs, rings, etc.), what clubs do you belong to? none anymore..who has time!

will try to make up for not posting much this weekend..right now I need SLEEP!

geezz..somedays it doesnt pay to get out of bed
I couldnt get my random quotes to work (finally did last night w/ bluewolf's help..thank you honey)
nothing was going right all day, I was getting very frustrated and I hate that I'm running to catch up to myself feeling..
then I get home from school, pick up my oldest son who was going out to feed the puppy (she was about 3 months old) and he comes in and says 'mom, peppers not feeling good...she just lays there, I said well she may be tired son, then he said she just lays there w/ flies all over her
OMG
it was parvo (sp?)
:-(
somedays it just doesnt pay....*sigh*

well gee..been here just over a week and I'm already starting to rant *rolling eyes*
where do I begin..oh hell lets start w/ the sob I used to be married to..
who has the bad habit of telling the kids ghost stories when he takes them to his brothers house as he did last weekend..ok this is not a problem for my oldest and youngest however my middle child is rather sensitive and also tends to take things somewhat seriously..needless to say he gets scared..so last night due to this he was afraid to stay at my house (away from his dad, who could protect him from such things *major eye roll here*) so I had to return him to his dads house..grrrrrrrrr...this child has NEVER been afraid to be here before and on several occasions has stayed here w/ me by himself w/o his brothers..and now this asshole wants to try to tell me 'its not my fault' yea right go blow smoke up someone elses ass why dont ya

second rant has to do w/ the online group I'm in..why is it ppl expect that when you join something others must fall all over you? you get out of things what you put into them and if your not willing to put anything into it then well..dont come crying to me..I really hate the 'poor pitty me' routine..I can tolerate almost anything but someone whos going to bitch and moan and not do anything about it is my biggest pet peave...if your going to bitch and moan to me then please be doing something to change the situation or I dont wanna hear it!

ok well i think its time to end this little rant session..as I need to get my ass to class *g*

I meant to post this yesterday but just wayyy to much excitement going on around here for that..not to mention having the phone glued to my ear most of the day *s* why is it I rarely get calls but when I do it seems like everyone and their uncle does it at once?
well the big news around here is we had a tornato touch down here in town..first time in almost 7 years I've lived here thats ever happened..I found out the next morning at work it was about 1/2 a mile from my house..wayyyyy to close for comfort tyvm! just one more reason to get out of here asap!
I've lived in tornato alley most of my life, you would think by now I would be used to it right? WRONG! if I never hear another siren in the middle of the night or see another black cloud when the wind gets calm and the rain stops it would be just FINE with me! of course the state I was born in isnt much better..who wants to live w/ the threat of earthquakes? not me..I think I could deal w/ the threat of possible hurricanes alot better than this..hell I would know its coming in pleanty of time I'm sure to get the hell out of town!..and snowstorms dont bother me a bit..its thunder I can't stand..

ok in other non related news I scored a totally excelent 94 on my test monday *G* and for those wondering wtf is she talking about I'm taking classes for my A+ cert.

ok..I need sleep..I'm starting to bore even me.

I'm in a online group where on one of the committee lists we have we ask a question of the week, I was writing my response this morning and found that I wanted to add to it a bit more but it might be a bit much for them over there..so I decided to put it here..the question is what do you look for in a partner..
below is my 'slightly edited version' of what i wrote there.

its very hard for me to answer this w/o thinking of my current partner, I imagine the same would hold true for anyone that was with someone...
I look for understanding, similar interests, or at least possibly they are interested in something i could become interested in, ability to communicate (or at least try!) willingness to let me go my way and grow and learn more as a person, knowledge that just because we arnt together every moment (hey everyone needs their space..I just need less than most *s*) doesnt mean I don't think of her and appriciate the time we do spend together that much more..ability to laugh, ability to love (its rarer than you think! trust me), and open mindedness..quite a list don't you think? LOL

oh, I almost forgot..she must be italian with beautiful brown eyes, a smile that makes me melt inside, and the sexyest voice I've ever heard *sighs*

I love you babe..

ok, I'm in shock..I can see how Mandie would find this place, but how did hoopty? not to mention he has never once in the year and a half I've had a blog and the 6+ months I've been reading his..never ONCE commented on mine..what do you do guy sit on your site stats??

ok..I'm over it..*shaking head*

I'm sure most of you here know who I am..or actually I should say who I was, that name and site will NOT be mentioned here due to the fact that google is just to damn good sometimes..if any of you want to know why that is feel free to email me and I will tell ya...and feel free to link me but please make no reference to the old homestead *s*

so anyways this is my new home *G* not completly redecorated but I'm pretty proud of it, there are just a few more little touches I want to add..and not to mention there is nothing here yet but this blog...lol..just got to figure out what else to put here..

but anyway..I digress..welcome to all who enter here, hang on for the rest of the ride..we've only just begun.

ok..praying that this will make the #@!$&* thing line up right!